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Wednesday, January 7, 2009 5:21 AM



yayaya~ haha
what am i doing up so late?
im damn sleepy. but...

i just wanna complete the rule®ulation thing for ICE tread @woo.
&&& STUPID WOO!
Lagging at the wrong time.
I havent open it for public lorh.
I already completed it just wanna open to public. =.=
damn.

IM JUST UNLUCKY!! :(

Tmr, going to meet up Sheena and guys.
Going back to school.

Secretly...
I miss school.



Saturday, January 3, 2009 5:07 AM






黄靖伦 - 缺席
作词:陈颖见 陈天佑 Wonderful
作曲:陈颖见
专辑:伦语录

爱 只剩下躯壳
为什么还不放手却拉扯
是我 不甘心还是不舍
为何我还在固执的拔河

其实我 真的很难过
只是难过都沦为沉默
可能我 真的不懂得 让你更快乐

我想和你在一起 却在你未来缺席
给你的爱 那些美丽
已长成藤蔓缠着我的生命
在你的未来缺席
像是一出剧本 未完待续
预留伏笔 把未完成从容继续
如果还有如果 就算瞬间老去毫不犹豫

爱 是不是都一样
无论多漫长 终究曲终人散
可是 我不想因为不敢 却步沮丧
然后半途收场

其实我 真的很难过
只是难过都沦为沉默
可能我 真的不懂得 让你更快乐

我想和你在一起 却在你未来缺席
给你的爱 那些美丽
已长成藤蔓缠着我的生命
在你的未来缺席
像是一出剧本 未完待续
预留伏笔 把未完成从容继续
如果还有如果 拥抱你不犹豫

能不能将你的样子忘掉
舍不舍得爱 让我控制不了
只想要 把你拥抱
其实爱上一个人没有解药
我的静脉流着爱陪你到老
原来我 还会微笑

我真的想和你在一起 却在你未来缺席
在你的未来缺席
像是一出剧本 未完待续
预留伏笔 把未完成从容继续
如果还有如果 就算瞬间老去毫不犹豫



Wednesday, December 31, 2008 7:50 PM



*cleaning up all the spider webs and dust*
So long since i last blog.
yeah, really long... =.=
had been blogging at my wretch blog instead of here.

i think i shall get it revive since today is the last day of the year.
and a few more hours later, it will be a brand new year.
I always loves new year. cause, when it comes to new year, it meant my birthday coming soon.

but as for next year birthday, it not as exciting.
why?
Cause O levels result is coming as usual too. :(
I dont wanna see the results lah. i probably will fail. hahas.
argh, whatever.

Actually wanna think about resolution.
but, i dont wanna think already. cause, i will never follow my resolution. hahas.

But, in this coming 2009... i wish...
1) I could get into Chinese Media and Comm of Ngee Ann Poly.
2) Go to Taiwan.
3) Get myself a laptop.
4) Own outerspace cap (yeah, the one my baby is wearing)
I cannot think of anything esle already. hahahahahas.



Sunday, November 16, 2008 1:03 AM



Hasnt blog for some times.
I have been very busy after Olevels end.
Class chalet right on the day when O level ends.

SUMMARY.
11Nov.
Bought my contact lens with sheena, hafizah and a friend of hafizah. (YEAH!)
and went home and pack'd up.
met chermaine and terrence's clique @houg mall.
I was late, but Aloysius and Gabby was even later. =.=
nvm.

Reach the chalet area, looking lost. Lucky we saw Wanyu who led us to the chalet.
The chalet was -.- to those i had been.
but, never mind already. it's over.

At night,
those guys spend hours setting up the bbq pit.
was hungry so, ate maggi mee.

then went to the beach to slack cause it is too bored already.
It is so damn cool to be by the beach. COOLING.
then, they were saying each of us will be what kind of person in future.
And, they say im superstar.=.=
Thanks ah, i dont wanna be one and wont be one.
And I dont really like to sing already. :(

Later at night,
Azfar played a damn awful prank on us.
which made me wanna scold many vulgarity at him. =.=
IT IS SO NOT FUN AT ALL!
I dont like to play with those kind of things.

12 NOv.
Because of the damn prank,
i was too terrified to sleep, so went to mac at downtown eat to chill.
The atmostphere there was much better. =.=
But need to walk a long way there.
nvm. ate breakfast there and went back...
Couldnt sleep so i slack till 6? then i go and sleep with Sheena.

And by the time i wake up, it is already afternoon.
slacked until night to see the guys set up the bbq pit again.
And I spot someone who looks like ICE. ^^
okay, whatever.

Finally the bbq pit was set up.
and comes the rain. DAMN IT!

Kj came up with the aluminuim tray idea to bbq food.
so, they set up the fire again.

Later at night,
Mdm Ida Lim and Mr Azahar came.
hahas. we forced them to eat. just kidding.
Mr Tan cheated our feeling. I expected him to come!!!!
argh.

around 11, we left for home.
-end of class chalet.

Rested on 13 Nov.
Dye my hair.
& the colour could only be seen under sunlight.
How cool =.=

14 Nov.
Elmo came to Sg.
He is super nice. he actually stop for quite long to chat with us and took photos.
and I got crazy about his friend, 囂張( xiaozhang meant arrogant ). He is super nice despite his name is arrogant. hahas.
After that went to Orchard to shop with Yuinhwei and friends for their prom stuff.
Walked for damn long.
&&& I hate walking!! DAMN~

15 Nov.
Went to SMU in the afternoon for Elmo dance comp.
It is super cool. ^^
Bought Liangcha for him and xiaozhang. ( yes! liangcha cause, i dont know what to buy.)
The comp was super nice to watch especially the hiphop and locking segment.
AND WOOHOO~
ELMO and ARROGANT WON FOR THE LOCKING SEGMENT.
CONGRATS. :D

after that,
send both of them back to the hotel.
and crazy xiaozhang suddenly scare me by turning back toward me and shouted a loud BOO.
He is crazy~ but i like~ hahas.

after sending them back = HOME SWEET HOME. (:



Friday, November 7, 2008 3:03 AM



I MISS MY BABY DONGHO!!! :(




Aint him a sweetie?
I want him to be my little brother.
& I WILL LOVE HIM LIKE MADNESS!

&& U-KISS!
I WANT THEM BACK BADLY!!!! :(




Thursday, November 6, 2008 1:59 PM



AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHS~
I LOVE U-KISS!!!
I SUPER SUPER SUPER LOVE U-KISS!!!!
I LOVE BABY DONGHO THE MOST!!

Yesterday,
was at airport to send them off.
&& i stood at the right spot. cause, they coming to my direction.
hahahahas.

then baby dongho walked too fast
& he stood there about 2m away from me while waiting for his manager and HE WAS LOOKING AT ME!!!!!
Not that Im thinking too much.
REALLY IS LOOKING AT ME.
Cause, only i at there shouting for dongho!! hahahahas.
He look at me for a long time until his manager came.
hahahahas!

AHHHS~~~ I MISS BABY DONGHO!
&&& KIBEOM!!
&&& KEVIN
&&& SOOHYUN
&&& SANDEO
&&& ELI!!

I MISS U-KISS!!!
HOPE THEY WILL COME AGAIN!!
^^

IF MAODI DONT COME SG SOON,
I GOING TO FORGET HIM ALREADY.
&& PUT BABY DONGHO AS MY ULTIMATE LOVE INSTEAD OF MAOMAO. >.<

DONGHO IS SUCH A SWEETIE!
KIBEOM IS SO CUTE TOO! (:



Thursday, October 30, 2008 3:42 PM



You know what?
IM SO SILLY. -.-

Today is so NOT cedric's birthday.
IS yesterday.
&&&&&&
I mistaken it for 3 years. wth. -.-

so...
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY CEDRIC. ^^

had BAD day today.
Feeling miserable now.
Vomited in class while having exams.
Only vomit a little bit.
BUT WHEN I AM AT HOME...
I had vomited again.
AND a lots. Even my last night dinner was out.
Damn disgusting.
And I still felt like vomiting.
So what's next?

Yesterday's afternoon bubble tea?
hahahahas.

Now, not only felt like vomiting.
my stomach is having intense pain
and felt like fainting at the very next moment.
HOW HOW HOW?
I think I am dying soon.

& I took a nap just now after i vomited.
& I dreamt about my dad.
I think I really miss him.
I was having happy times with my family...
and then i suddenly found out my dad is leaving.
Then i hugged my dad and told him not to leave.

I really hoped i could hug my dad again.
hais...